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Peices of my life #1

So if you had asked me what my life plans were just three months ago, i would simply reply "to get out of my small town as fast as i can, to leave everything behind missing only my mother father and sister" my outlook is different on life now, i don't want a bigger life, a "happier" life a richer life. I want to do my best of situations i am put through, and the emotions i feel.

I was Adopted by two amazing people when i was four days old, the knowledge of my adoptive parents wanting me so much does not overcome the rejection i feel when i think about the fact that my own "parents" didn't want me, I always hear about how there is no stronger love than a mother and child, and if that is true then there must have been something wrong with me, I still feel that way ocationally, but i now realize that God had to work extra hard to get me on this earth. He used sin and pain and the hurt of Teenage pregnancy to get me here, a 15 year old and a 17 year old had me and now I'm here there was A LOT of suffering for me to be here, so i know there must be something big for me.

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Comment by Ivan on August 16, 2009 at 11:08pm: Hann I van again,wow just read your story,and I to was an orphan so I know the pain you are goin through,but yet I found God or really He found me more to the point,and through Him I found my parents,but I always had an opne mind and had no feeling of rejection wotso evr coz I believe there is a reason for everythin and I don't question that,rathe i just try to be the very person God wnats me to be,I met my mother,and my father was on his death bed hangin on for me to get intouch so the nurse said and when he heard that he simlpy died,we never met yet my voice and the fact that his waitn was not in vain,that has to be God!I now have three extra sisters n three extra brothers that is with our 9 children ,two we adopted and 9 grandchildren,yeah i love children to,wot a BLESSING IT IS TO BE CALLED TO FATHER THEM!So girl don't carry pain any longer just know that there is a reason,and that is all you need to worry bout,life is sooooo good in God nothin better!
Just enjoy Hanna live to the fullest and pray for those that have hurrt you,I to was hurt when I was young but I forgave and felt a huge burden lifted off my sholders,try it it really works.God Bless ya mate n keeep in touch ah?Anytime youre troubled or need help I'm here for ya!